Fade Away

from I am Neuter Lover by Neuter Lover

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lyrics

I close my eyes
And try to escape this world

Inside my mind
There’s a safer place
where all my fears are gone

It’s so easy to pretend
that bad things don’t exist
So I close my eyes
and try to fade away
It’s so easy to pretend
that I am strong enough
So I close my eyes
and try to fade away
It’s easier that way

In this world
There is so much hate
I wish that I could run away

But deep inside
I try to find some strength

It’s so easy to pretend
that bad things don’t exist
So I close my eyes
and try to fade away
It’s so easy to pretend
that I am strong enough
So I close my eyes
even though
It’s only an escape
It’s easier that way

To fade away
It’s easier that way

What easier
Is not aways best
So I put myself up to the test
To not just fade away

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from I am Neuter Lover, released June 24, 2011
Written by Angela Valaine Hepner
Composed, Arranged, Produced, and Vocals Performed by Neuter Lover
Additional Arranged, Programming, & Recorded by Prin Amornsupasiri, Bancha Somjitmul, and Napatch Tianrungroj at SERMATT Studio
Engineered by Prin Amornsupasiri
Mixed & Mastered by Woody Pornpitaksuk at Westside Mastering.
Sound Installation & Programming : Bancha Somjitmul and Napatch Tianrungroj
Drums Programming : Neuter Lover, Bancha Somjitmul, and Napatch Tianrungroj
Guitar : Bancha Somjitmul and Napatch Tianrungroj
Bass : Prin Amornsupasiri

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Neuter Lover Bangkok, Thailand

The unconventional sound of Thai dulcimer (Khim) enfolded in an ambient / post-rock atmosphere. Awarded with AVIMA 2010 (Asia Pacific VOICE Independent Music Awards) 3rd place (Bronze) in "Moody melancholic masterpiece".

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